I hate neutrality now.
Its meant to be secured and reassuring,
But it is nothing near
I thought its perfectly fine to expect things when you give th best.
I just don't think it works anymore.
So i've been rather deep in thought lately about commitments.
But I guess i'll find my way,
& where is it, i dunno.

See me change, then you'll know i try.
For fairies they once appeared in Shakespeare's times
Somethings they worked out then fall sprawling in failure
But you'll see me again sometime
You weren't, we weren't
For th disappointment come crashing twice as hard
I decided to shift my way
To something then just you squeezing always,
Cause i know its not what i need,
But what i've been most tolerant of
And i don't want to compromise myself any longer,
Or having this intensive thought of insecurities
Yeah, find your way through.

It was quite a good start for ngee ann's open house with Fara &4-1
Turned sour later on
I really could've gone different ways, Still no one was thankful
Which is okay until i have to lead th way through.
End no voices, so i just continue my way through.
Making th way, i'd laid th plan, still nothing ever broke through
Hastily finding something to find, but the rest just mind their own mind.
Instead of finishing th way,atlast i decided to mind my own mind too!
Yes my tolerance abit low right?
Shit you.