My clues are undefined.
This sighs of upheaval might tell different stories i refuse to expose.
This heart, it hadn't been put to another test

Today was one of th best days of history i gagged.
Except for th periods when we sit for chem and A-maths.
Peipei started her miming in class(if i'm not wrong, since before recess till th end of th day)
and Ewee, being th top entertainer,
decided to improvised peipei's mute act.
I tried to try though. Heh.
Then suddenly Ewee being at th back was whispering to Zul &Fiqah.
& then sh was out of words and was choking her throat out.
Sh was hysterical at that moment so i asked, & sh told me come to her seat
&look to th front.
My god, i couldn't help but burst out too.
I didn't know how to react but it was damn funny.
We saw urmmm, ----------
nvm I'll stop here.
But i feel like saying so,
we saw ~'s panty which was damn sexy.
Haaaaaaaaaha.
But we all felt guilty we laughed.
So, atlast, after awhile of mute laughters, i wrote down a note and pass it to her to well, adjust.
& we saw disgusting sleeping postures in class.
*shakes head.
Sec 4 days are actually my most free-spirited year yet.
I didn't hold back what i wanted to do,
Infact, i surrender to impossible and immediate emotions.
I mean, if you're gonna spend a year with Ewee 24/7 then you could know what i mean.
:DD

Realising you cannot retain the mind of the past, let go of haggling.
Realising you cannot hold on to the mind of the present, let go of grasping.
Realising you cannot attain the mind of the future, let go of expecting.
In this way, you let go of all time, you free yourself from time.