Alright. Maths P1, Eng P1, Malay, SS, Chem done.
Still, Physics, A-maths, Maths P2, Geog & Lit are killing all my senses!
Maths P1 was killer; cause well maybe I didn't study adequately enough.
SS was neutral. Chem was calm cause I love Chem :DD; not that I'm gonna ace it though.
I'm so not bothered by midyears at all, & I didn't know what's taking over me.
Mrs Chuah said I was very promising beginning of th year but I lost it overtime.
Lets see it this way okay folks, we are meant to flunk midyears. Haha, nono won't go psycho you guys. Oh & I'm supposed to mug for A-maths now but no I won't.

&I was shocked to receive th news that Fara's in KK.
Sh was absent since th first paper &gonna visit her tmr.
Her severe asthma issues came back but, sh won't be taking midyears(!!!!!)
We were saying that we would choose asthma over exam :D
Clever huh, Fara.
Kidding, kidding. Anw, take care hor. You will recover very soon but in th meantime, go revise since you have th free-est time a person could have on Earth.
I'll pray hard for you man.
Oh and can't wait to see you in th hospital pj's.

Days are getting tougher than usual. Prolly cause we grow older &our brains tend to think deeper than when we're 7. You should know things that are thrown to us are things that life believe we can handle. Only we didn't know that. Its okay if we whine for awhile but somehow you HAVE to pull it through alone, cause nobody can make your choices attributes. How much you want someone to understand you, they only can afford to feel what they can, but not till your most detailed, most deepest emotion, because they're not you. Human nature tends to be selfish, jealous, intimidated &insecure. How much you put your trust in a person, it will be shaken. Nobody is so obsessed to figure and infer all your intricate days &nights of adventure.
Rohani ever said to me, "You're only given a little spark of madness. Don't lose it." I only grinned to her because I was too shy then, &I wasn't ready to open up. Eversince then I wonder why'd sh say that, cause til now, I have no freaking idea. Anyway, how much I can, I want to be there for you, be your pillar of strength, be your security &be your sunshine. I only want you to be a better person. Now you wonder why I'm hard huh. I don't give a damn about anyone who walks past me saying things that are meant to kill, or freaks I don't like & don't love because they have no right to judge me nor do they have th right to alter my life. &I couldn't be shaken how much they try to bring me down. I only want to go deeper to your puniest thought, be you, feel you. But I'm still good, though. With or without you.