Sometimes I still can't seem to understand how come things come and go.
I was thinking about something I read long ago.
About th nature of relationships.
Th belief was whenever a person enters your life, you should welcome them & enjoy whatever it is that they bring, even if its only for a short time. Then when it's time that they leave, it was meant to be, that it's suppose to happen, therefore, we shouldn't take it as a rejection, because when a person leaves your life, it has nothing to do with you at all. Its simply time for them to disappear &it's for th better.
But I'm tentative and not assured of th technicality of th statement. Because isn't that a one-sided view? For instance, there's a difference between when a person voluntarily leaves your life and when a person has been deliberately driven away. Reason why they withdrew themselves away from th real focus is because they felt that they were worthless, that there were particular actions th person have made to sum up th blame &finger it to him/her so that's what chase him/her away. Th person too might be assuming th different emotions &infer a person's actions wrongly &who knew it was all a misapprehension afterall? A person leaving another's life deliberately is another different thing I refuse to touch.
So th problem here,which is usually th main cause is obstinacy &unnecessary boost of pride. Sometimes people care too much about their image &their ego to give a damn about what's best or even what's happening around them. So I'm just saying that maybe pride is just crap in th end, cause doesn't it act like a barrier to th supposed bliss &reality?

You know all these while I've been trying hard to defend my mental stabilization, dignity &my future by trynna wash you away but everybody knows it never worked. Well, th funny thing is, when I wasn't at all putting an effort to try, IT HAPPENS! Yeah it happens, you somehow just flew away. I was very nonchalant but I accept it with huge grateful hands &a broader mindset. I wouldn't finger it on you; that you kinda missed your chance &that th ditch was so damn deep but I kinda thank it on time &on my strength &my growth. My heart never change, what I want really, really has. &Thats th one damn important thing I want you to know. But you never seem to be there. & I guess this is it. Yeah thats it.

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