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Friday, October 31, 2008
11:20:00 PM
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I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing. I gotta find a way out. Maybe there's a way out. Dammit. So I'll just put Demi's. Oh yeah I didn't tell you how different songs were playing in my head when I was doing each single papers. It all started w maths paper 1..or geog..can't really remembr &I heard th damn sony alarm clock ringing..I dunno if it's only in my head but I swear it was like for real.. Every now &then I looked up to see if th examiners realized and try t find th source in any way, but nobody seemed to hear it!!! SO I was pretty paranoid I was shaking and all tensed up doing th maths paper 1! After th paper ended, I asked Amalina &sh said I was freaky cause sh heard nth at all..prolly cause sh was at th front maybe but no one else asked me abt it so it kinda haunts me abit. Maybe I was really panicking cause I was so slack th night before as I thought it'd be just fine when I'd been always doing maths, but apparently no. I trembled and my clumsiness was evident all over th paper! For geog, I had Get Back playing in my head. It was nice tho..until I forgot to draw a smiley face I promised AnnPerng I would draw..As he said it would guarantee to keep my cool &do my papers in a serene way(which is unusual for me), but yeah wth, atleast I didn't write jiayou! on th paper like Dori did during Prelims! Oh I havent asked her abt that anw, but I was laughing so hard when AP told me abt this Dori kuku-ness! I so have to clear w her abt that soon! Oh then, Physics I had womanizer & Maths paper 2 I had Miss Independent :DD Atleast I had all upbeat songs, not th ones that would force you to wallow on some emotional debris or anth near tt. But I'll keep th songs to accompany me w th 4 papers I've left. &Did I tell you I nvr wrote TITRATION for chem?! I got th solubility table mixed up. That damn sodium! All sodium salts are soluble!! F, so thinking sodium carbonate wasn't, I wrote crystallisation when i was vividly remembering titration th night before! Nvm, takde rezeki.. Okay fine that one I can leave behind. What's worse was th next day, my compo was out of point! Yes compo! &Speech! I'd never trained speech &it came out! I wrote as simpler as a primary 2 kid would. Oh god, what have I done?! Oh well, couldn't dwell on it so much, but just try to ace th other interesting papers coming this way! No, except for malay! Malay's just horrible. I'm so sad. But I'll try focus intensely on it for 2 days tho. I'm gonna try okay! Gonna try! Oh and you have no idea how much drama one week could pack up for you! Puffff...........I'm so tired of fighting &bitching &comforting &crying &gg hungry but have no appetite for any meal..That's how wrong I've been these days! When has food not become apart of me? Never! But now it has. Dunno what happened. Just hang up th phone w Ummu..Sh kinda gave me a nice slap &refreshed my past for me.. okay after O's then I'll think about it...&Shit about th class conflict! Man, I'm so sorry I got all of you confused! Now I'm confused myself! &****, I gotta talk to you again. Evth after O's.. Needa clear some fucked up stuffs up &be a good lady. :D GOOD LUCK PEEPS FOR TH UPCOMING JUNK! (: Be your best, drink brands :D Now I'm alive and my ghosts are gone I've shed all the pain I've been holding on The cure for a heart Is to move along So move along What don't kill a heart Only makes it strong Labels: Boy don't try t front I I know just just what you are are are
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