Sometimes all we've been trying to do is to avoid harm.
But you tend to do more harm than you would ever imagine.
&Harm makes you struggle &surrender.
It's as if you sell yourself to expose th monster inside.
However, harm have you figure out yourself; that you found who you truly are.
&What's best, you get to know what's real or what's not.
&Life can't sell you another superficial because you have a better realization of reality.



4 years is more than enough. &I couldn't stress more that I want to start anew. You were always wrong when it comes to reading my mind. Initially, you thought that I was playing games and I wasn't serious, that I didn't like you. Now, you think I'm playing as a reluctant lady,& that you like my way. But, just when I thought I could accept you back, my heart has started to rebel. Where were you during th 3 years I needed you most? What th hell were you feeling when I was missing you? 3 years later, you want me over, just as I took th world on my shoulder.But it was too late cause then I realized I like my way of life; me being independent and alone and stubborn and FREE. I don't need no man to make me feel whole or perfect or happy. But you know I loved you, I really do. However, I can't fight anymore for you. &I dunno maybe we'll be together again, someday. Maybe. Probably not. When you reappeared, I was suffocating; balancing my yesterdays and my tomorrows, but you know too well that things will never go back to how we were. Its hard for me to find my heart back. Now, all I'm asking is for you to stop chasing me.

















Unless you're willing to catch me.


RAYA PEEEEKTURES COMING UP~
Atleast after I tried studying ah.

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