I always thought there are many different times t be polite &gentle w people.
&I know I'm practically a girl with repressed anger flowing through her veins
but this acute symptom of being so sugarly nice is patronizing or should I say extremely entertaining.
Nad reminded me of karma a few weeks back; just when I wanted t rebuild myself (roll eyes).
&Soon after, I had tried th tactic of being more condescending, refined, gentle, whatever.
Oooh &honestly, I like Ms Skeptical better. Its as if pampering people's feelings are stacking up all my sins cause I have t shadow what I really feel &tell them lies.
Yes lies esp nearing this stupid valentines. (Oh &do take note I hate guys who go clubbing.)
&Since everyone said I slap ppl very often(not literally) (i dunno how anw), I have t find another alternative route t be honest, less immediate &less painful.
Now &then I do have th tendency of wallowing on my mood swings but for my lover's sake, it tends t disintegrate t patience (&I esp love th feeling tt gives me this clarity).
&Soon enough, being cordial is stimulating me t become a tougher fighter (less temperamental &impulsive).
But I have this wrong idea coming out from people who once knew me.
They get a little flushed out about me going for a different approach; its like whatever I say or do is critically unacceptable just because I was once erratic &hotheaded.
People like this I tell you........................................
ARENT YOUR TRUE FRIENDS.

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