"What do you actually want, Icha?"
"Fucking stop asking me ok!"
"Then what th hell can make you happy?"
"I am whaaaat. 'Nothing' makes me happy. No load, no ties, no more pain."
"Do you really want to go back in time?"
Concludes th moot point; I walked away.

Why must I always end up in unnecessary unveiling of such fights?
I am alright &I'll be just fine.
You saw me awhile ago didnt you?
I was smiling wasn't I?
I was just cranky because I need to study for real estate tmr!!
&To answer your question; NO, okay no, I dont want to!!!


Basket.



Cheebye I'm so restless.



I need something.
Uhmm other than more redbulls, &coffee &Amy Winehouse on repeat.
Come to think of it; these are the kinda things put tgth that made me fucking dizzy.
Feel like I need drugs ha ha to uhm detach myself for awhile ha ha.
okay lame -.-
Dont you think its better to smoke cigars than feed on self deception instead?
Which one's better, you tell me?
Human maybe; I think I need that.
A living thing- a breathing one; who can bear th pain of listening to me, looking at me, comforting me, no?
Maybe not ahhh.
Can I start keeping a pet? Kitten, hamsters, not teddy bears?
&Is it true that ppl with pets handle stress better?
Yeah yeah, fuck, midnight's burning baby, where are you &where's my heart yeah?
Where's my faith? Where's my space? Where's my protection plan? Why can't I see anyone here?