I think I need to try harder.
Somewhere, somehow, something is going wrong.
Maybe you need to tell me you're trying too.
Wanting is not enough is it?

Real estate has been a pain in th arse/neck/toe/eye/ears/nosehole/head/heart/chest &whatever in between. I'll put th project aside since all of my parts(as written above would tinge &hurt hahaha ok -.-) but what we (girls esp) cannot bear to sit still any longer is how Raymond kept talking about property; real, pretty, luxurious property in both tuts &lects companied w irrisistible (much photoshophed pictures which definitely is a charming marketing strategy) to let us (again girls) drool over worse than catching a glimpse of a new hermes bag or setting a sight on MK's wardrobe! St Regis lah, good class bangalows at Bt Timah lah, Dunearn Rd lah &what not, Sentosa cove (aka Miami in Singapore)(30-50m ok; lu jgn main-main hor!). The more properties we see, the more desperate we get! We have all some very unproductive, vague plans on getting atleast a condo before 25; &HOW you might ask! Hehehehe what else? Hook up on some rich bastards along th way. Th kind where he needs to always be on his heels for business trips &won't be in Spore most of my life! Hahaha unless I really like fell in love w him, that would be painstakingly sickening than not having a condo to live in!

Which brings me to Franscesca that bimbo/bitch/a matchmaking failure! I am so disappointed, Frans. Luckily I blocked him from MSN (not yet deleted), still he thought I was just too busy to be online since he rang me up some good 5 days ago to "catch up", he said (-.-). Met Frans at Whitesands since sh didnt wanna show up for sch &th first words tt came out of her mouth was; I've got good news!! Like a child, I got pretty excited &I became all jumpy &jittery &what not! Skali sh said; I'd like to meet you w my friend. Fuck her &all her social circle! Sh'll take it as an insult when I call them th Richies but I have all th reasons in th world not to! Th last time sh tried to pair me up w (name wont be revealed haha) this mly guy which looks like a chi, I have to always find 101 excuses to not want to webcam w him! I mean its okay if know, ppl wanna get to know you, but that was way too pushy man.
Guy "You know, I dont play hard to get nor do I believe in reasons why ppl do so"
Me (-.-) "Oh well ok; so what would you do if she is?"
Guy *silence much.
Me "Hmm zzz"
Guy "You know why are you making it complicated when we both know we like each other!"
Thats a real epitome of a high end ego, OR, much commonly known as a jerk.
I swear I do not like him &I swear I wasn't even emitting any single wrong signals!!
I totally dismissed him after that; saying this wasn't going anywhere.
That Saturday I asked CJ why he's like tt &I freaking found out that he's driving a freaking lambo lah!
Me "You know if I had known earlier, I could've exploited his money much"
Ummu "Hahahha yeah you should've like endured til your birthday or smth"
Me "Yeah I want th red chanel bag so baaaaaaaad!"
Ummu "Naf, who are you kidding! You wont do that"
10 seconds later.
Ummu "But what I am afraid of is how you easily pity ppl"

Awww but nooooot gonnna happen!
Anw, Frans, you know who I want ^^
Hahahahaha seriously WHO AM I KIDDING!
:(

P.s. Its been 3 Fridays.