I crossed my legs, hugged myself tight, shut my eyes, held the tiny national flag on my right, my cam on my left &let Isabel &Shanice played with my hair. I opened my eyes, watched as my fingernails turned purple, turned my cam on &turned it off, checked my phone &then slammed it shut. I can't hear anything but his voice. My definitions are all wrong. I needa know what's enlightenment. Cause I gotta find it.