I was in th train, all plugged in, wallowing on my temporary state when I received a shocking text.
I dialed her up straight away &started to balance teardrops on my eyelids as she came up with such a strong front.
Everything I said suddenly had no place t wherever she stands.
I made big fusses over some unnecessary, silly stuffs; where there are some others, like you, Cas who make little deal over a whole world to cry over.
Canceled my plans &u-turned t go over t Redhill.
I saw tracks of tears on her cheek, but I also saw smth else.
I saw a hero.

&Then I got reminded about Zul.
You know, he's stronger than steel.
These are th angels who kept me in a cycle; who pushes me t go forward, who inspires.
Forget that they make me feel like tripe; like a horse or smth because I don't go through waging wars everyday, like they do, but moreover, I knew life offered me a whole package.
They are included.