I am snuggling on my armchair &have been playing w my hair eversince I woke up this morning. New Year's speeding up at my doorstep &similar to last year, I have a desperate longing for an edgy hair cut. Actually it doesnt matter how or what I want this time round, I just need it to change. But in my peripheral vision, I have me a long hair w messed up curls- I just can't wait for it to grow! Still, I refuse to contemplate having extensions. My mum said if this is solely for appearance, I should forget it. I believe sh still has an old-fashion outline of bringing up girls w pretty, long hair. &Should I say that no hairdo or make-up or clothes can internally shape a woman, it does improve thee self-esteem and that, hands down, does build up a woman. Its aesthetics, know. I mean whada you know? You'll be staring at yourself every single day in th mirror &even if you dont want to, what are th chances of you not coming face to face with one? Beauty affects oneself. &Even though its not self-esteem issues, th idea of self-experimenting is luring enough. Its like you'd imagine another whole other person deep inside you awaiting to crawl out under your skin. I believe I've alot more to find out.