My dad told me that however I want th latter things to be charmed, I cannot hide &delude myself away from what I do not want, because they are more real than th things in my head. He's a difficult ass, th very man who have th capability to alter my immaculate innocence into an unnecessary repulsion. I inherited many visions from him though; all through our stubbornness, or what I would like call it an unyielding personality. We hate th pins &needles of society, but from an extent, we're one too. He taught me to speak the lingo of crap &I hate him for that cause dammit, I'm good at it! But out of th virgin soil of scarcity of a baby's mind, his lingo of crap developed my perspective. I can't hate him cause he made me value both noise &sound.