Nobody knew not even me, on how I could stand on a still for more than ten minutes &stare at one single spot for hours. But I knew if they leave me in comforting silence for far too long, if they touch me, if they looked at me too closely, that I want all th fun laughters to stop, I'd find myself in more danger than ever before. I do not want people to come too near, to want too much from me. Truth is, I just want to know I underestimated humanity. I want to.