We all go through tractor blades now &then. We all get bruised &we all get cut. Sometimes th blades cut deep. Th lucky ones sail through with a few scratches, some blood, &resurfaced wounds, but even that is not th most important thing. People say th most important thing is someone there to scoop you up, tell you everything is going to be ok. But I wont be that someone, &I will tell you that you should not be okay. So if ok is what you're looking for, get your shit out of my face. Stop demanding things from me cause I am not willing to play by your little black book. You can say whatever you want- that my dignity knows no sense &that my virtue's a detestable defect, but fuck you, I'm a nihilist, so just fucking live with it.