Its not as if I've swallowed 10 pills, not like I've jumped into th water &made it to th head news. Th laughters they cant hear &my uncanny attitude have to be damned for th 4?!! It was a sought after philosophy; how the brandishing various deadly encounters killed us all inside. We all know th world wouldn't know us, sitting on th alleyway, singing home, paying respect to th dark &th dead, however wise &respectful we are. I needn't a friend's tactless comment to understand th full implications of my resourceless adventures &th impossible persistence of a pure heart. Now you know what a big liar everyone was, especially our mothers who said we're gonna be lawyers &own a house on th hill one day. Th fact is, they never wanted to hear us saying, "I want no business, no quick &twisted way of making money, no hopes for cold-blooded manipulation, no interest of screwing people over, &no intention in winning" because that's what life's about &when this single statement crawls into th gap btw their ears, I swear to god they'd collapse &fall into a coma.