I think recently I've been very cold towards my loved ones.
Its been overbearing hearing stories, dealing w hypocrites, stepping out from tt mask itself, shutting th world out &just wanna be left alone; but it's been winning many curious concern &helpless questions which made me feel like slapping their faces/kicking their asses off.
But I wanna really apologize for pretending that I didn't care or that I didn't sound interested at any of your plots.
Reason being, I want to know how things could be different if I turn it around, cause its been such a routined &mundane flow caring about evth else except yourself.
I thought I could be more flexible &open-minded -.- but I was just being freaking selfish &more emo. Hahahaha, like lum, yes, but worse.

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