You know what?
Actually time doesnt mean a thing if you're nvr really attached t someone at all (&a few strings doesnt count ok; sometimes a 4 yrs friend dont even act like one)
Ppl confuse durations w th real lowdown of relationships.
Its th chemistry, its th scintillating presence of how both of you glide through that rocky mountain knowing its th climb that matters.
Its those invaluable conversations you share, its th unexplainable strong tie of fondness tt brings these ppl you love so close t you; like honey t bee.
Its not how much arguments you fell into; but how much lows you wade through, tgth.
Its how you alw come back because you cant get his/her image out of ur mind before you sleep.
THAT is REAL.

&You know what's not?
Mouthing things so easily like a pretentious habit, just out of some hidden intentions you have, just for th sake of it.
Sometimes I thank you for doing so; for just merely acting, so that we wouldnt drift apart, so that we could work things out whenever circumstances are more in th grip.
But I couldnt take it when so many ppl prefer this instant act than being really concern.
Why must it be so crystal clear its superficial?
Why must relationship or f/s be so vulnerable?
Why cant we hold on, for a second or two (??) who knows we might actually make it.
Its not how shallow or tough a r/s is, its how sincere.
I would nvr say 'i miss you' if I dont, Im not that kind. I put into a lot of thought, maybe years before I actually find it true 'i love you'.
Please be sincere.

Labels: I cant love you.