It didnt really occurred t me that you were slowly showing signs again.
&How i wish so bad i didnt catch it, because everytime i did, it fades away.
Your signs...they would just disappear &chances of you appearing right in front of me, are slim.
When I vowed not t write another entry again, I chanted, it would be like you never existed.
&It felt like you didnt. But everytime I close my eyes, th memories race t my conscious mind &it brought me fear. &Because of you, I was afraid t even sleep.
Since you nvr existed, I wouldnt call it a memory, it was more like a nightmare.
It used t be comforting but this time, I swear I want you outta my life.
So you must be wondering why I want you back.
Its time.
Its time t really show you who you are t me.
You are absolutely nothing.
&I remembered how you told me it hurts when I looked at you as if we're strangers all over.
I'll do tt again. For your sake. I'll show you how much it hurts.
It wont even compare t th degree I was put in.
I've been wanting you in my subconcsious &there you are, finally.
Stay or go further back. Cause I dont need you anymore.
Thanks for making me a fighter but its time I have a life, w/o you in it.
As far as I'm concern, you're just another picture t burn.

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