Everything's been a roller coaster ride recently.
&I get easily fluctuated, by some means, because I had put in some effort to try to resist wallowing in my state; which is how the mood swings worsen.
The music scene is similar too ^^
I have been roaming around on the internet, youtube-ing most of the time, receiving alot of recommendations of artistes I should least loan my ears to.
The genres I fell in love w is practically a whole 180, I should say.
Try not to listen to just mainstream; there are so much out there where music came from.
But for the moment, I love to keep them to myself xD
Oh &keep in touch; cause my video blogs will be up! (how soon I do not know).
Anw, these past few weeks were invaluable!!
Its so sad this sat is postponed tho :((
&17 might not be the perfect year (its not meant to be anw), but the whirlwind might be what we needed most.

Its abit selfish for me to always want things to stay; how I talked too much whenever I am around any of you but then ended up being rotten and bitter because I automatically turned sentimental.
Our 4 years had been like a movie to me; it was too good to be true &too bad that it was sooo good.
It was dramatic all year round but I had been attached; that when I ran out of feelings, I tend to desperately wish for a storyline because it had marked out as our lifestyle to just be impossible &dream big. Somehow, Jurong had taught me that, (without them knowing, themselves); esp esp Red Cross ( that, they are aware of). But there comes a time where every bird has to fly, &at some point every rose has to die; so I'm gonna let down my guard &Imma take a chance. I dont wanna be a stupid chicken up front to th big stupid world now. They didnt teach me that. Nobody did so, I'm gonna make my life worth it.

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